August 2016

August is very tough for me. 

i wish he stay and fight for me rather than retreat. 

i am having bad stomach pain and headache. 

i don't know yet what i want to do in my life. 

i miss my dad so much, he seems lost in his own life. 

i miss the old him

i wish i can go to live in an island.

i hope i can have a new job. 

i wish i can be happy again. 

i hope i can love myself again. 

the person you love most left you. 

what will you do ?

i promise myself that i will not cry over the same things twice, 

but i still cry. 

i have bloodshot eyes.

i lost weight without trying. 

i lost my appetite. 

i lost interest in life. 

i always daydreaming. 

i am not a focus person, 

i almost hit by the car while crossing the road. 

i know, people will never understand what i feel. 

some may says, just forget it. 

true, but you can't hide your feeling. 

despite how hard i try to hide it. 

i still cry so hard while covering my mouth. 

i don't want anyone to hear i am crying. 

i hope time will heal everything, eventually.